Who will I become?

I’ve been feeling really depressed, and like the world has been moving on without me. Like all my previous efforts are worthless. And then I realized…

One thing I will never allow myself to do is feel sorry for myself. I know that the choices I’ve made, the words I’ve spoken, the friends I maintained and the ones I have lost are all a result of my own fruition. The people that remain or the lack thereof are not a reflection of who I am or who I can become. I’m not ignorant to the fact that nothing of the past can ever define me. I know that the choices I make now, in this moment and person I choose to be every day is who defines me. This means I am ever evolving, because with the grace and will of God, with every new day is a chance to become someone new. It is a chance to redefine myself with every waking moment. I must remind myself of this anytime I feel the weight of my current disposition begin to weaken my mental fortitude. I must always be reminded that there is always a chance for a new tomorrow, and a better me. I will remain steadfast in my faith that Godwill never forsake me, and I Him. May God continue to cleanse my heart and may he guide me onto the path of the righteous.

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